I'm literally just a girl

 Why does the summer before you turn 18 feel so miserable? I can't decide whether it's going by too quickly or not quick enough. Im stuck with all these decisions I have to make, like am I gonna go to college or a trade school, or am I gonna get a 9-5 job and waste my life away, or am I gonna completely give up because life is overwhelming. Kidding, Im not giving up, that's just how I feel, it's a constant battle of deciding who I am, who I want to be, and who others want me to be. Honestly, they say adulthood is the hardest part of life, but being a teenage girl seems pretty hard when the weight of the world is on you to make these big life choices. Well, now it's just like I'm complaining and I'm ungrateful, but truly I'm not. I love life, I have a great family, I have great friends, and there's always a but, I don't know who I am or what I want to be. Some days I feel like my day was wasted and I'm losing time, and other days I feel like I just need to live in the present and focus on the now. Focus on the little things and not the big things that will eventually sort themselves out. It's a fine line between those days. I never really thought I would, well, share my thoughts for others to read, but honestly, I think it's a good outlet. I mean, what does everyone do when they're bored, or sad, or even happy? They read about or watch someone else's life to make themselves feel better. So take my blog and use it to relate to or even just to laugh at, because I know down the road I definitely will. To finding myself and if you're in the same boat as me, to finding yourself... catch ya later

                                                                                              TheRealG

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